Pretending

Pretending that I'm always happy
Pretending that I'm always gay when my heart
Inside of me is slowly dying
Every second, every minute of the day

Pretending that I do not love you
        Pretending I am glad you're gone
        When I know that you have gone away forever
        And the pain within my heart goes on and on

Pretending that I'll soon forget you
Pretending now is all I do
For I know that you have gone away forever
The game is over, I know I've lost you

* Refrain